So I am back.....
I am not going to go into detials. Just give some of the highlights. I don't really know if I am going to be happy anywhere. After spending a month and half with my family I am feeling insecure again. I love them I really do but being around is bad for my well being and that hurts. I can't live with them and I can't leave with out them. My little sister has turned int my worste nightmare and worse she is going through the same boy problems I am having and she isn't even 14!!!
I really just don't want to look at men anymore they make me sick. I should have taken the hint when Ronen didn't e-mail me back but he is also the one who lead me on. It takes too tengo you know. I can't even go to the center of town anymore with out feeling sick and I am here everyday! More and more I find that Ronen is bsing me and I hate it. Finally I pulled it out of him and he met somebody else while I was gone. There for he doesn't "need me" anymore. What is that bull shit!!! And the thing I don't think he was going to tell unless I hand't pulled it out of him.
Ugh...whatever I have too much on my mind to put down in words!
I really just don't want to look at men anymore they make me sick. I should have taken the hint when Ronen didn't e-mail me back but he is also the one who lead me on. It takes too tengo you know. I can't even go to the center of town anymore with out feeling sick and I am here everyday! More and more I find that Ronen is bsing me and I hate it. Finally I pulled it out of him and he met somebody else while I was gone. There for he doesn't "need me" anymore. What is that bull shit!!! And the thing I don't think he was going to tell unless I hand't pulled it out of him.
Ugh...whatever I have too much on my mind to put down in words!