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"he's just Not that into you: the no excuses truth to understanding guys" By Greg Behrendt and Liz tuceillo
The book is about what the title says. Women's stories about men and the auther's thoughts about it. I bought the book today and so far I have read about half of it. So far I am loving it but then I started to think about guys I have been with and it just started to make me depressed. I know whats new in my life?
But then I started to think about Ronen and how I slept with him on the second. I want to say I didn't want to but the fact is I did. There's no going back on that. He called me the next day only to applogize for sending away while he was at work. But he said he would get back to me about shabbat/ the weekend. He never called. Of course I gave him the benefit of the doubt because up till then he was honest with me. I didn't trust him but I believed he was being honest with me. I sometimes wonder if I didn't go to town Friday afternoon and asked him whether or not he was coming. He would have never called me that afternoon. Then not only that he had to leave early Friday night because he made plans to have a drink with another girl. But what he really wanted was to spend the night with me. So why the hell did he make plans to be with another girl??? I guess its just something I just REFUSE to understand.
Anyway, so the day I left we exchanged e-mails, skype screan names. I EVEN gave him my parents cell. Dude he didn't have to take any of the shit if he didn't want it. Ew that was a ghetto moment. Anywho, I waited like a week. No e-mail. O.K. maybe he was waiting for me to e-mail him? So i did. Tomorrow makes a week. I am sure he checks his e-mail everyday. So no excuses. I am sure he even has the time to respond.
The thing is he is not just a guy I slept with. Like we actually talked about stuff and opened about about stuff we had to go throw growing up. Even on the first date. The worst part not only do I feel played but I feel played for my affection. Thats is what ticks me off the most.
The book is about what the title says. Women's stories about men and the auther's thoughts about it. I bought the book today and so far I have read about half of it. So far I am loving it but then I started to think about guys I have been with and it just started to make me depressed. I know whats new in my life?
But then I started to think about Ronen and how I slept with him on the second. I want to say I didn't want to but the fact is I did. There's no going back on that. He called me the next day only to applogize for sending away while he was at work. But he said he would get back to me about shabbat/ the weekend. He never called. Of course I gave him the benefit of the doubt because up till then he was honest with me. I didn't trust him but I believed he was being honest with me. I sometimes wonder if I didn't go to town Friday afternoon and asked him whether or not he was coming. He would have never called me that afternoon. Then not only that he had to leave early Friday night because he made plans to have a drink with another girl. But what he really wanted was to spend the night with me. So why the hell did he make plans to be with another girl??? I guess its just something I just REFUSE to understand.
Anyway, so the day I left we exchanged e-mails, skype screan names. I EVEN gave him my parents cell. Dude he didn't have to take any of the shit if he didn't want it. Ew that was a ghetto moment. Anywho, I waited like a week. No e-mail. O.K. maybe he was waiting for me to e-mail him? So i did. Tomorrow makes a week. I am sure he checks his e-mail everyday. So no excuses. I am sure he even has the time to respond.
The thing is he is not just a guy I slept with. Like we actually talked about stuff and opened about about stuff we had to go throw growing up. Even on the first date. The worst part not only do I feel played but I feel played for my affection. Thats is what ticks me off the most.