I slaped the bastred! Go me!
So I finally decided to go to Israeli boy's club. I got there early. He got me in for free. He came and hugged me called me sweetheart. Blah blah blah. Told me I was the only one that was allowed to leave my purse under the bar because i was special. Blah blah blah. That I was the only one allowed to put my purse under the bar. He only talked to me until other girls got their ofcourse. He still flirted with me a bit but he told me he would give me a free drinks. He only gave me free shots. Whatever he kepted giving this other girl more free drinks and kepted flirting with her and then at one point he kissed her in front of me. I wasn't hurt but I was annoyed. Why did he have to do that in front of me. I told him that he didn;t have to do that. And he was like what I thought you said we were going to be friends. I said yeah, but you still didn;t have to do that infront of me. Besides that I had a lot a fun dancing and then his exroomate. Who actually came to vist me in jerusalem once. I was so happy to see him and he was happy to see me. He hugged amd kissed me and then danced with me for a bit. It was soo much fun. As always something was bothering me and I was trying to ignore it. But he noiced he took me outside and talked me. He is the coolest guy I ever met I swear. He totally gets me. He kissed me a couple times and it was nice. The Israeli boy came outside to take one of his cigrettes. At this point I was drunk. I was like "Aw, I thought you came out here becausce you missed me." He said "hmm, no i didn't?" Thats when I did it. I don't want came over me and I SLAPED HIM! I have never slapped a guy in I didn't realize how hard but apprently very hard. He got so made and told me we were finished. I laughed. His friend was so impressed with me. He said that he so diserved that. Which he did. But then I felt about it. I was happy I did it but it was at the wrong time. I felt kinda bad and but good about it at the same time. I went inside and tired to applogize to him. I know stupied. He was so angry and so no one slaps me and wouldn't talk to me so I said fuck you. I started to cry and his friend told me no no, he isn't worth it. Then he went inside and got my stuff and took me hand and left with me. Then he came back with me to my apartment. We got into my bed and cuddled, kissed and talked a little bit. Nothing serious but its what I wanted. Nothing is going on between us but I do know that I can trust him as a friend and I like that.