Sep 03, 2004 16:32
This summer, has taught me, that I am someone. Someone with hopes and dreams and aspirations. It has also shown me a lot of things about the supposed "friends" I have and how quickly they are to stop caring. I realized that I spent a great deal of my time being just a friend to people that I forgot that I had to be somebody and not just someone to agree with the dreams and words of persons. I don't want to be bitter, so I won't be. It's a waste of my time. My "friends" are going back to school and good for them. I wish them the best. I wish them good days and crazy nights full of debauchery. As for me, I'll be here still at least for one more year, and thats when my life gets somewhere I want it to be. I thought last year was the year for new beginnings when all I realized was that I hadn't fully ended yet. I feel like this year is a new beginning. With the few who have stuck by me and new friends, I have clear focus on what I want and where I want to be. To the rest, for as long as I knew you, it was my honor to be apart of your memories.