Change
Last time this year I sighed. Districts was over and I was done with it. This year I sigh. But not a sigh of "Thank God i'm done." A sigh of "Unwanted Farewell". This year in districts was really awesome. I don't know why. I'm reluctant on trying out hoping for the same thing next year. It wouldn't be the same because we couldn't have the same director. The people were awesome this year. The experience was so rewarding. The music was fun but made me feel something. And my director was friggen awesome. That guy is definetely someone I loved working with. I wish he worked at SHS. That would rock so much. But the reason I entitle this post change is how much a year can do to something your so set in stone about and to how much the situation can change. The last song gave me a little chill because I knew I'd never sing with that same choir ever again. It was weird too because this girl last year that I always kind of looked at was there again this year. Her name was Heather. She's wicked cool(Don't worry Lauren, Your my girl and I ya). But anyways I wrote a note to Heather last year that I never gave her. I talked to her this year and she told me I should have. Let that gel in your brain and you'll get what its like to fuck up hardcore like such. I'm off.