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dang gena. on a whim i decided to delete my myspace last night. too many 17 yr old girls messaging me and im really tired of being addicted to it and hitting refresh a million times a day. If you remember a while back i also said i was going to be leaving eugene land as well, but we all know how well that worked out (not at all). the only bad thing is : i cant delete eugene! myspace is kinda rediculous. well, i wont say that, but to me, in my personal life, it was. i guess i let it get out of hand. i dont know. it just seemed like the right thing to do. the thing is, its just about time for new years resolutions, and i did pretty shitty last year on mine. damn. i just want to be a better person. i need to improve my life. i need to seek out knowledge, i feel like ive just became very stagnant. im going to try to go to school. this will be a huge step as im not going to go to a university but an art college and im going to have to take out mass loans. everyone else does it. on the way to work this morning i was listening to npr and someone said theres a difference between bad debt and good debt, and good debt was definetly college debt and everyone expects that and is ok with it. i took it as a sign from allah cause it was so strange that what they were saying was on my mind at the time. im not making any promises, im just saying its in my head and i really feel like making changes in my life. whatever.

also last week with uncle dave i bowled the game of my life. and i dont even bowl. but i hit 194 in a game with two turkeys seperated by one frame. me and dave are going to bowl more often. he's a superior athelete at everything and really helped my bowling form. ive never been worth a crap at bowling and then i listen to what he says and bowl a 194. its good style.