Thinking turns to overthinking turns to ...INSANITY?
I have stalkers. One keeps calling Caroline and asking about me-- the other one placed a typed letter of proverbs and quotes, some highlighted (for me?), in my mailbox, with my name typed on the envelope, no return address. This is all real creepy. I feel like I have to look over my shoulder now..?
Jeff said hell of hurtful things today and he made me cry. I guess in a way he's right, I am mean. I usually don't cry when someone's telling me how bad of a person I am, but I do it with him alot. And I did today for a second.
I can be mean, I know. I'm not a good listener sometimes but I try. I get wrapped up in myself often times, too. True. I don't mean to..
I told him from the beginning, I'm not girlfriend material..I don't know how to do relationships. I'm too self-conscious, too self-absorbed at times.
Also, I used to never be jealous. Ever. For God's sake, Josh had a naked drunk girl on his lap once and I didn't even ask him about it. But with Jeff I'm ..retardedly jealous and overportective in a weird way. I hate it. I don't like being like that.
I feel like we both put our lives on hold for each other and now he's getting sick of me, and I'm becoming too comfortable..
I love this song, I wanna put the lyrics but they make me sick.
Jeff said hell of hurtful things today and he made me cry. I guess in a way he's right, I am mean. I usually don't cry when someone's telling me how bad of a person I am, but I do it with him alot. And I did today for a second.
I can be mean, I know. I'm not a good listener sometimes but I try. I get wrapped up in myself often times, too. True. I don't mean to..
I told him from the beginning, I'm not girlfriend material..I don't know how to do relationships. I'm too self-conscious, too self-absorbed at times.
Also, I used to never be jealous. Ever. For God's sake, Josh had a naked drunk girl on his lap once and I didn't even ask him about it. But with Jeff I'm ..retardedly jealous and overportective in a weird way. I hate it. I don't like being like that.
I feel like we both put our lives on hold for each other and now he's getting sick of me, and I'm becoming too comfortable..
I love this song, I wanna put the lyrics but they make me sick.