Dec 03, 2004 04:04
It's 4am and I'm writing my religion term paper. I get up to take a "potty break" and change into sweats. Coming back downstairs I can see his car in our complex parking lot. This means he's staying the night with her. This means he's cuddling with her the same exact way he cuddled with me. For some reason this stings/burns/hurts. Why do I even care? Because I'm a stupid girl and I can't let things go. Geez! It was only a friggin' week! Let the damn boy go, Allison! What the hell is my problem?
P.S. I hate the fact that our walls our so thin that I can hear EVERYTHING. When I say everything, I do mean EVERYTHING.
(only so many things go on at 4 o'clock in the morning)