I'm very tired
I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
Alycia is leaving on Tuesday. And I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I can't go back to how I was before I met her, I just CAN'T. I'm going to miss her so incredibly much, I can't even think about it without tearing up. She's going to be gone for who knows how long.
I stopped going to QCCS during my customer service training, so I've pretty much lost that job.
I had an interview tomorrow, but I keep telling myself that I can't be a security guard, I'm not fit enough, can't handle it, etc...just making up shit now, so I'm not going to go to that.
I guess I'm jobless now.
I've been sick ALOT lately.
It's funny how when you don't need money, it comes from all sources. But when you're desperate for it, it's never around.
Another credit card denied. I can't even get a fucking WalMart card.
The severity of me not having a job right now hasn't hit, but I'm sure it will when I'm alone and start freaking out about it.
Err, The Last Kiss is a pretty intense movie.
I miss my cell phone.
I don't know if I want my mom hanging around her all the time, but I guess I still need the money she brings in.
Alycia is leaving on Tuesday. And I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I can't go back to how I was before I met her, I just CAN'T. I'm going to miss her so incredibly much, I can't even think about it without tearing up. She's going to be gone for who knows how long.
I stopped going to QCCS during my customer service training, so I've pretty much lost that job.
I had an interview tomorrow, but I keep telling myself that I can't be a security guard, I'm not fit enough, can't handle it, etc...just making up shit now, so I'm not going to go to that.
I guess I'm jobless now.
I've been sick ALOT lately.
It's funny how when you don't need money, it comes from all sources. But when you're desperate for it, it's never around.
Another credit card denied. I can't even get a fucking WalMart card.
The severity of me not having a job right now hasn't hit, but I'm sure it will when I'm alone and start freaking out about it.
Err, The Last Kiss is a pretty intense movie.
I miss my cell phone.
I don't know if I want my mom hanging around her all the time, but I guess I still need the money she brings in.