oh well
I didn't make phil. Ohh well. I wasn't surprised with who got in, most of them (by most I mean all except one) definately deserved it. Congratulations to all of you.
Michelle was pretty lucky. Her name wasn't on the list so she was pissed then kesler was like michelle what are you doing in here? you're in phil.
I don't know if I'd rather be in the back of the good orchestra or in the front of the crap orchestra lol. I'm first chair 2nd violins :/.
Kesler still hasn't fixed my grade. So I still failed my orchestra final last year.
I ate chocolate at lunch. That was nice. And I like my friends :). I ate half of a chocolate bar in one bite. I was fairly impressed with myself.
I couldn't focus for the rest of the day though. It could definately be worse right now, so I'm glad it's not.
I'm just so disapointed in myself. I don't want to have to tell my violin teacher and my mom and friends who don't know. I'm such a dork. I mean, I really wanted this. Zeus Almighty, it's orchestra. Who gets worked up over orchestra? Why do I even care? I do though.
this would be easier if I could be pissed at someone other than me. It's my fault I didn't make it and I know that. I could've tried harder but I didn't. I guess I learned from my mistakes.
This is definately not as big of a deal as I am making it. I'm going to go make myself busy.
Bye.
Michelle was pretty lucky. Her name wasn't on the list so she was pissed then kesler was like michelle what are you doing in here? you're in phil.
I don't know if I'd rather be in the back of the good orchestra or in the front of the crap orchestra lol. I'm first chair 2nd violins :/.
Kesler still hasn't fixed my grade. So I still failed my orchestra final last year.
I ate chocolate at lunch. That was nice. And I like my friends :). I ate half of a chocolate bar in one bite. I was fairly impressed with myself.
I couldn't focus for the rest of the day though. It could definately be worse right now, so I'm glad it's not.
I'm just so disapointed in myself. I don't want to have to tell my violin teacher and my mom and friends who don't know. I'm such a dork. I mean, I really wanted this. Zeus Almighty, it's orchestra. Who gets worked up over orchestra? Why do I even care? I do though.
this would be easier if I could be pissed at someone other than me. It's my fault I didn't make it and I know that. I could've tried harder but I didn't. I guess I learned from my mistakes.
This is definately not as big of a deal as I am making it. I'm going to go make myself busy.
Bye.