a manageable mad.
I am mostly afraid of the endings. the after orgasm. the part where it stops.
it's every enthusiasm, every fingertip that we ohhhh. we're a part and we're whole. it takes shape. it manifests. it EXPLODES. and then.
over.
I think how can I write again? how will I remember it?
these efforts. they cannot be sustained.
you were with me. once, twice. often. wrapped inside this glorious suit, threading your fingers together. you were saving me. a saving grace.
it's the beginning. it's slow. and I'll wait impatiently for the crescendo. ohhhhh.
it's every enthusiasm, every fingertip that we ohhhh. we're a part and we're whole. it takes shape. it manifests. it EXPLODES. and then.
over.
I think how can I write again? how will I remember it?
these efforts. they cannot be sustained.
you were with me. once, twice. often. wrapped inside this glorious suit, threading your fingers together. you were saving me. a saving grace.
it's the beginning. it's slow. and I'll wait impatiently for the crescendo. ohhhhh.