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So... I haven't put up a decent entry in some time.
I lost my job recently. I've applied for a bunch of new ones, but I think my best chance right now is this one at Loomis, driving an armored car.. should be fun.
To be honest, my life has been pretty terrible lately. It'll look up, I'm sure, but... I'm so tired. Of bothering. It's so much easier to just sit here and be alone. To go into work and do your eight hours and come home and not bother trying at anything else.
I'm not sure I'll be able to get back into college anytime soon. I'm not sure I really care either. I know I should. I'm just so tired of... everything. When I look inside I can see this vast well of hateful, bitter energy, but I don't want to be bitter my whole life, or to get through this issue with anger. That's just going to make me into Greg.
Don't really know what else to say. More to come, I'm sure.
I lost my job recently. I've applied for a bunch of new ones, but I think my best chance right now is this one at Loomis, driving an armored car.. should be fun.
To be honest, my life has been pretty terrible lately. It'll look up, I'm sure, but... I'm so tired. Of bothering. It's so much easier to just sit here and be alone. To go into work and do your eight hours and come home and not bother trying at anything else.
I'm not sure I'll be able to get back into college anytime soon. I'm not sure I really care either. I know I should. I'm just so tired of... everything. When I look inside I can see this vast well of hateful, bitter energy, but I don't want to be bitter my whole life, or to get through this issue with anger. That's just going to make me into Greg.
Don't really know what else to say. More to come, I'm sure.