little by little i'm making you want me

[movemestar]

whoo. it feels so much better to be like this.
seated.
and calm.
panicked a second ago, but calm now. and eloquent again.

wait, what was i saying?

ah, yes. auditions. i found one i liked.
but i skipped my K meeting.
i smoked a joint and drank wine instead. it was so beautiful outside!
is that a crime?

second question.
third, if you're counting.
oh, i've forgotten now.
i thought i hated the sun. i thought i hated it!
but i don't.

my world around me is giving me fever.
and i like it alot.