Jan 04, 2009 15:26
and i don't know what else to write at the moment, because as much as he was simply my dog, he has been in a long long time...the first person/being that i really loved so much that's gone...suddenly. my grandparents have passed on my mom's side, but i honestly did not have much of a relationship with them...that's not to say i didn't love them, it just didn't hurt "as much" as it does with tuffy.
i love you so much tuffy.
i miss you so much =(
i can't believe i wasn't there.
i hope you're happy now and not in anymore pain.
i cried all day yesterday and i'm still tearing up today. i don't think i've ever done that - 12 straight hours of crying.
sigh.
okay i'm going to stop writing now before i start crying again.