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I've been rapidly losing interest in sex. I'd like to blame my medication for it, as it's also the cause of my having gained 30lbs...oh no! just as recently as last week, I was sexually frustrated beyond reason, and I had a series of conversations with the guy i've most recently had sex with, and the guy i'm never, ever, ever going to have sex with, and suddenly I realized that I cant stand the sight of a penis. Naked bodies rolling together remind me of corpses rolling down a hill (It doesnt make sense), and I cant believe that i've been in the presence of people naked. Even now I just want to throw up.