Jun 30, 2008 01:56
I dunno. It's two am, I'm doing nothing...I should probably try to sleep.
I'm so excited for Jake (you) to go to Korea! I hope he seriously commits to finding a way to share his experience with me, wow, kimchi and loud tv and baseball!
I think I'm going to go fish now.
I want to put down something that Bradley and I were talking about today, about how if you could put your bottom lip over your head, you'd be swallowing it!
He said that a black hole is sort of like the universe swallowing itself...And I was thinking about how it sounds kind of like a time warp. Black holes are they say now produced by things we don't normally consider the universe. But if the universe is the sum total of everything that exists, then whatever other part is still the universe. You could say that the universe is swallowing itself, and by that logic, saying that I'm swallowing myself is sort of like saying the universe swallows itself?
I think I make sense. My brain is just dysfunctional. It just stops in the middle of a thought and I can't remember it again without considerable effort.
I'm really excited about KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)
I remember how I felt like every second I was in India I wanted to share all my experiences with him. Maybe being in Korea will atleast give him a sense of how I was feeling then. If I were dissatisfied with how much of my experience in India I was able to share with him, atleast now we can both be together in our dissatisfaction. I can't wait for him to see the world.
I was very slightly dejected when Robert the Sugar Daddy took Jake on his first airplane ride to Wrigley Field and a home game (Things I clearly wanted to do more than anything, that dickwad.). I was again, a little more miffed that I wasn't able to share his first non-family trip out of th ecountry. I wanted to go to Canada with him for the first time, because he would tell me about his family vacation to Montreal, and I would say hey we could go?
Well I think this is different because Jake going to Korea and sharing his experience (Like me, sharing my experiences) will be a hint at the rest of our lives together. Though we aren't together, of course, (even if I'm constantly bitching about how we should be we're destined etc, I wouldnt know what to do if he offered to take me up on my offer...probably say that we should think about it some more? HA-HA -_-;;) I feel like we are always, in whatever capacity, sharing one soul. Some girl could have his love, and some living or fictitious entity mine, but in some odd way I think maybe you (Jake) and I are like bees, and our minds are connected. And I think you think the same thing, and I know this because we're telekinetic. Sort of like Talents from Rowan.
Anne McCaffrey is gay in a very slur kind of way. She has sex with dead people.