{eleven}
Since I've started playing final fantasy, I feel like I am exposed now to a whole different world, or side of me, or whatever, I'm shit at articulating. What I mean to say, is that the human mind can be tricked in so many ways, it thrills me. The same things that make us so elastic, so willing to believe the insane and the unbelievable, also make us easily susceptible to addiction to things that aren't real.
I can replace the world with this game, but at the same time, replacing what this game does for me is an endeavour. This game is an addiction because it does for me what the world cannot. I dont even feel bad being so pathetic because I can't feel bad telling the truth.
I empathize with people who are obsessed with fantasy worlds because I never want to leave.
Level 11 today. Skilling up my sword.
I can replace the world with this game, but at the same time, replacing what this game does for me is an endeavour. This game is an addiction because it does for me what the world cannot. I dont even feel bad being so pathetic because I can't feel bad telling the truth.
I empathize with people who are obsessed with fantasy worlds because I never want to leave.
Level 11 today. Skilling up my sword.