Laughter through tears.
Title: Laughter through tears
Pairing: Akame
Author: mouter
Genre: a bit angst, dramatic
Rating: none
Summary: Kazuya collapsed. Jin came to visit him in hospital.
Warnings: Poor grammary (but I tried my best with that). Unbetad.
A/N: This is my first story in english. I mean the whole progress was in English. I didn't translate from my mother language, and I'm kinda proud of myself, but I know that my grammar still need to get better. So please for some adviced or maybe someone wanted to be my beta? Help me please.
Jin quietly opened the door and entered to the small, white room. Hospital… he had never liked hospitals, and then… he was there. He came to his best friend. He sigh heavily when he saw that Kazuya was still sleeping. He looked at Kame’s pale skin and he thought that there’s lying an angel.
Yes, that was his first thought, and he smiled to himself when he realized that he was always thinking that way. Some things had never changed.
Kazuya was his angel, his beautiful angel for those 12 years. He was always beside him. Jin knew that, when he was in trouble he could always came to Kazuya’s place and cried in Kame’s arms. His best friend was his rock. Yeah, Kazuya was strong. So strong… but now?
Jin sat down on the Kazuya’s bed, and he reached his hand, then closed this thin, cold hand in his hands. He felt that he was crying. Where was he, when Kazuya needed him? Where was he, when younger one was crying? Where was he?
Oh sure… he was following his dreams. His fucking dreams! He was in LA, and he had no idea about anything what happened in Japan. Oh and yes, he hadn’t answered the phone, when his best friend was calling, with a problem probably. He was the biggest egoistic bitch over the world! And he knew that.
‘I’m sorry’ he cried in silence. He didn’t know what else should he said. Simple sorry wasn’t enough, but yeah… Akanishi Jin wasn’t good with expressed his own feelings. What’s a surprise!
‘I’m so sorry, Kazuya’ he repeated, but he knew that his best friend didn’t answer, because of… simple problem… he collapsed a few days ago, and he hadn’t woke up yet. Jin felt guilty for Kame’s condition. He knew that his best friend was worked to the death, even without assurances of others KAT-TUN’s members, but when he listened to his words, he felt even more guiltier.
‘Why did you do that Kazuya? What the fuck is wrong with you?! Why do you care more about KAT-TUN, than yourself?! You’re to kind, idiot! You should learn how to be egoistic from me, you know?’ he whispered, but he felt frustrating. He was crying. Fucking tears came to his eyes. He didn’t like it. He looked at Kazuya’s face once again. His friend looked so innocent and calm. He slept like a baby.
‘Damit Kamenashi! Don’t you dare give up! Listen to me!’ Jin yelled with whole frustrating and teary eyes. ‘I need you Kazu. We all need you! I know that I’m an idiot, but I promises you, that I’ll do my best to be nicer, and became a better listener, so please… open your eyes. I beg you Kamenashi!’
He cried loud, but he didn’t care about his image anymore. That wasn’t important. He just wanted to saw his best friend smile. Smile which he loved. Smile from which he felt in love with.
‘Please Kazuya, please… just one more time. Give me a chance to became a better person one more time. Come on! I know that you wanna punch me. You hate me, right? I know you do, and you have absolutely right to do that! Because I’m an idiot! Fucking idiot!’
Jin felt like a shit, and when he realized that he laugh. He was laughing and crying in the same time. That was so unusual for him.
‘Are you laughing with me Kamenashi? I must look funny, don’t you think? I’m begging you and I know that you didn’t listen to me… You scared me Kazuya, scared me to the death! I had never felt like this before. I thought that I lose you. I don’t want to lose you, you know? I don’t want to…’
He whispered with a pain, looking out to the window. He was looking for property words. He was looking there some help. When he heard the news, he couldn’t breathing property. He was scared like a hell, when he realized that the last words which he told to his best friend was - I hate you - so that also was the reason, why he was felt like this. He felt like a bitch. He was son of a bitch, and he knew it! He wanted back in time to erased that painful words.
‘Kazu… I’m sorry for everything. I love you kid’
‘You what?’
‘I love you’ he repeated.
‘What did you said?’
‘I said that I love you!’ Jin felt irritating, when he must repeated those words once again, and then he froze.
He finally realized what was happened. Slowly looked at Kazuya, and immediately hug him tigh.
‘I swear I’m gonna kill you Kame!’ he shout to his best friend’s ear and cried with a relief. Kazuya was finally woke up!
‘You gonna kill me? Yeah, for sure… Jin… I didn’t know that you’re such a cry baby’ younger one laugh silently.
‘Shut up!’ Jin hugged Kame even tighter than before, and kissed his forehead. ‘I miss you’
‘I miss you too’ whispered Kazuya with a little smile on his face. Jin could swear that this was the pretties pictures in his whole life. ‘So…when can I take a lesson from you?’
‘Huh?’
‘When you became my teacher? You told me that…’
‘You hear that?! You bastard!’
‘I love you too’ Kame laughing happily, with a cute expression which came on Jin’s face, when the other one was a bit angry.
‘I know’ Jin smiled back and kiss Kazuya’s lips gently.
Pairing: Akame
Author: mouter
Genre: a bit angst, dramatic
Rating: none
Summary: Kazuya collapsed. Jin came to visit him in hospital.
Warnings: Poor grammary (but I tried my best with that). Unbetad.
A/N: This is my first story in english. I mean the whole progress was in English. I didn't translate from my mother language, and I'm kinda proud of myself, but I know that my grammar still need to get better. So please for some adviced or maybe someone wanted to be my beta? Help me please.
Jin quietly opened the door and entered to the small, white room. Hospital… he had never liked hospitals, and then… he was there. He came to his best friend. He sigh heavily when he saw that Kazuya was still sleeping. He looked at Kame’s pale skin and he thought that there’s lying an angel.
Yes, that was his first thought, and he smiled to himself when he realized that he was always thinking that way. Some things had never changed.
Kazuya was his angel, his beautiful angel for those 12 years. He was always beside him. Jin knew that, when he was in trouble he could always came to Kazuya’s place and cried in Kame’s arms. His best friend was his rock. Yeah, Kazuya was strong. So strong… but now?
Jin sat down on the Kazuya’s bed, and he reached his hand, then closed this thin, cold hand in his hands. He felt that he was crying. Where was he, when Kazuya needed him? Where was he, when younger one was crying? Where was he?
Oh sure… he was following his dreams. His fucking dreams! He was in LA, and he had no idea about anything what happened in Japan. Oh and yes, he hadn’t answered the phone, when his best friend was calling, with a problem probably. He was the biggest egoistic bitch over the world! And he knew that.
‘I’m sorry’ he cried in silence. He didn’t know what else should he said. Simple sorry wasn’t enough, but yeah… Akanishi Jin wasn’t good with expressed his own feelings. What’s a surprise!
‘I’m so sorry, Kazuya’ he repeated, but he knew that his best friend didn’t answer, because of… simple problem… he collapsed a few days ago, and he hadn’t woke up yet. Jin felt guilty for Kame’s condition. He knew that his best friend was worked to the death, even without assurances of others KAT-TUN’s members, but when he listened to his words, he felt even more guiltier.
‘Why did you do that Kazuya? What the fuck is wrong with you?! Why do you care more about KAT-TUN, than yourself?! You’re to kind, idiot! You should learn how to be egoistic from me, you know?’ he whispered, but he felt frustrating. He was crying. Fucking tears came to his eyes. He didn’t like it. He looked at Kazuya’s face once again. His friend looked so innocent and calm. He slept like a baby.
‘Damit Kamenashi! Don’t you dare give up! Listen to me!’ Jin yelled with whole frustrating and teary eyes. ‘I need you Kazu. We all need you! I know that I’m an idiot, but I promises you, that I’ll do my best to be nicer, and became a better listener, so please… open your eyes. I beg you Kamenashi!’
He cried loud, but he didn’t care about his image anymore. That wasn’t important. He just wanted to saw his best friend smile. Smile which he loved. Smile from which he felt in love with.
‘Please Kazuya, please… just one more time. Give me a chance to became a better person one more time. Come on! I know that you wanna punch me. You hate me, right? I know you do, and you have absolutely right to do that! Because I’m an idiot! Fucking idiot!’
Jin felt like a shit, and when he realized that he laugh. He was laughing and crying in the same time. That was so unusual for him.
‘Are you laughing with me Kamenashi? I must look funny, don’t you think? I’m begging you and I know that you didn’t listen to me… You scared me Kazuya, scared me to the death! I had never felt like this before. I thought that I lose you. I don’t want to lose you, you know? I don’t want to…’
He whispered with a pain, looking out to the window. He was looking for property words. He was looking there some help. When he heard the news, he couldn’t breathing property. He was scared like a hell, when he realized that the last words which he told to his best friend was - I hate you - so that also was the reason, why he was felt like this. He felt like a bitch. He was son of a bitch, and he knew it! He wanted back in time to erased that painful words.
‘Kazu… I’m sorry for everything. I love you kid’
‘You what?’
‘I love you’ he repeated.
‘What did you said?’
‘I said that I love you!’ Jin felt irritating, when he must repeated those words once again, and then he froze.
He finally realized what was happened. Slowly looked at Kazuya, and immediately hug him tigh.
‘I swear I’m gonna kill you Kame!’ he shout to his best friend’s ear and cried with a relief. Kazuya was finally woke up!
‘You gonna kill me? Yeah, for sure… Jin… I didn’t know that you’re such a cry baby’ younger one laugh silently.
‘Shut up!’ Jin hugged Kame even tighter than before, and kissed his forehead. ‘I miss you’
‘I miss you too’ whispered Kazuya with a little smile on his face. Jin could swear that this was the pretties pictures in his whole life. ‘So…when can I take a lesson from you?’
‘Huh?’
‘When you became my teacher? You told me that…’
‘You hear that?! You bastard!’
‘I love you too’ Kame laughing happily, with a cute expression which came on Jin’s face, when the other one was a bit angry.
‘I know’ Jin smiled back and kiss Kazuya’s lips gently.