Fic: Mount School - Chapter two
Kazuya squinted his eyes, when the sun found out through the trees. Once again he felt sorry for himself, because was stupid enough to not take the sunglasses on that idiotic trip, and the sun was just the beginning of his problems.
He rolled his eyes and looked back at his lazy and terrible slowly companion, and sighed deeply. In that speed they chance for finishing the trip were simply zero. They’ll be the last team on the finishing-line, if they finished it, because with that lazy mate… everything was possible, and everything because of that stupid Ueda’s rules, and his sense of humor.
The trip was their custom. It was always, when the new student joined their big family. They had a new family member, and they needed to celebrated it. It always was a trip, but this time was a little different.
Ueda thought that this will be more fun, if they will looking for treasure in pairs. And that was Kazuya’s problem. He thought it could be even funny, if he had Pi for his companion. Even Junno would be good, but not HIM. Not that fucking, lazy bastard, who still thought about himself, like about king.
Nobody wanted be with that new guy. Some of people was simply scared, and the others just didn’t want be with him. Just because his aura was really unfriendly. He even didn’t try be polite. Oh yeah, he was polite, just in front of teachers.
Why it always happened to me?
Kazuya didn’t know that. He had just bad luck. Ueda loved games, and this time they also had a game. They must drew the colorful straws. He choose blue one, and that was his mistake, because Jin also chose that one.
So now he was in fucking forest, he had map, compass, water and some food, and he was going to the finishing-line with the new school baby, whose he barely know, and really didn’t want know him better.
Oh and he was at Jin’s black list from the beginning, because of Pi and his need to help his friend. He didn’t know why he must do this, but it wasn’t matter now. It just happened. Not that Kazuya wanted be friend with Jin. Well he didn’t want it, he didn’t have true friend there. He was rather lonely and he loved it, or at least he think so.
He just wasn’t that type, who had many enemies, and he wasn’t also that type, who didn’t have a chance to the new people. He also wanted give one to Jin, but this was impossible.
Not in this life.
***
Jin wasn’t really happy, when he heard about the trip, because he didn’t like walking so much. He’d rather prefer motor’s races. He loved feel the wind in the hairs, and at his cheeks. He loved being free, but that were his dreams now, because he stuck in that fucking school, with pretty students, which tried hard being polite, and they all had their own masks at their faces. Nobody was himself there. It was like a prison. Nothing more, just prison. He felt like a prisoner here, and even now, when he was at forest, and nobody was watching him, except his companion, he couldn’t escaped. He just couldn’t do this, because he barely known the area and he wasn’t stupid.
“Crap” he cursed, when he stumbled once again, and still followed Kazuya, because the other knew area. He couldn’t help, but followed his companion. He’d really didn’t like idea of this trip. Ueda was talking some bullshit about knowing each others, finding their own limits.
Bullshit!
He already knew his limit. It was now. His legs hurt like a hell, and he was hungry, and thirsty. Without nothing he sat down, and rested against tree.
“Break!” yelled Jin, when he saw, that Kazuya didn’t care about him, and still was walking. “I need a break! Did you hear me?!”
The younger one stopped and backed to him with resignation, then he sat in front of him, and Jin saw in his face desired of murder. He had no doubts that, if Kazuya could do this, if he had possibilities to do this, then he would be death. But he couldn’t do this, so Jin smiled to him sweetly.
“We’re already have a break half an hour ago” he muttered coldly, but calmly. Kazuya barely raised his voice, but Jin could say, that the other one was angry and tired, but not physically. He was tired mentally and Jin knew that it was his fault, but he didn’t care.
“I know” Jin smiled to him sweetly. “But I need a break, I’m not like you” he muttered. “I’m not use to walk all day”
Kazuya rolled his eyes and sighed deeply, then he leaned against the tree and closed his eyes. He’d really want to finish that trip, but not giving up, just went to finishing-line. He want proved to himself, that he can do it.
“Can we go now?” Kazuya asked quietly, then looked at Jin seriously. “Or princess need something more?”
“I’m hungry and thirsty” the other shrugged his arms, and smiled to his companion. “Give me chocolate and water” ordered, because it was Kazuya, who had backpack with everything, simply because Jin didn’t want carry it on his back.
“No, you’re already ate. There’s nothing left from your portion” answered the younger one, then he crossed his arms on his chest. “And you already drank whole water” he added.
“I don’t care” smiled Jin. “Give me the water, or I don’t go anymore” he blackmailed.
“Then you’ll stay here” Kazuya shrugged his arms with a sweet smile at his face. He wasn’t stupid enough to giving everything to that princess.
“We shouldn’t be separate, remember?” smiled cutely Jin to his companion.
“Yes, I know, but still can tell, that you run away, and then you get punished, when they’re find you. You’re new baby, and you still can have thoughts about runing away from there. I had this thoughts too, well everybody had” Kazuya still smiled to him, and took his water, then took a swallow of it then he licked his lips. He knew that Jin will be furious, but he didn’t care. He had enough of that sluggish person.
“Don’t be a pig! Give me a swig!” yelled Akanishi, and then suddenly jumped at Kazuya’s knees to snatch his bottle of water. It was too fast for Kame to react, and when he realized what’s going on, he had no time to escaped.
“Don’t touch me!” scream escaped the younger one’s lips, because it was his only hope for rescue, when Jin sat at his knees, and the water poured at Jin’s shirt. Kame started shaking badly, because Jin still was at him, with shocking expression at his face. He didn’t suppose that he will have that good luck. “Please, get off of me” whispered the other, and started became paler and paler. His fear was that strong, and Jin bitted his lips, didn’t knowing what to do, specially because he found the younger one weak side, and he knew that he can used it for his own aims.
He licked his lips and looked at his shirt, decided making a little fun from younger one.
“My, my… looked what have you done” Jin whispered scathingly. “We lost our whole water” he shook his head with disbelief, then he touched Kazuya’s cheek. “What should I do with you, now?” he asked the younger one, still smiling.
***
Kazuya gulped, didn’t knowing, what to do. He didn’t prepared for that sudden situation, and when he realized, what’s going on, it was too late. Jin was sitting at him, and his memories were back. His nightmare begun once again. He barely saw Jin’s face, he barely heard what he was talking to him.
“No, no, no. Please, don’t touch me” he started begging with a little hope, that his could helped him a little, but he knew, that he was wrong. He always was too naïve. There was no chances to escape. “Please… please” he couldn’t help, but crying, and then he started hate himself even more, because of this tears. He promised himself, that he wouldn’t be crying once again, and then again he has been broken his promise. He was truly looser.
“Don’t cry, babe” Jin’s voice come to him, and then he heard laugh. Jin was laughing with him, and he tried pushed him, but he wasn’t strong enough to do this.
“Please, don’t touch me!” he wanted scream, but he couldn’t. It was just a weak whisper, which come from his lips. Nothing more, nothing less. Just fucking weak whisper. “Please…”
“Am I that ugly?” Jin laughed even more, then he moved closer to his face, and Kazuya could feel the other one’s breath at his lips. “Are you afraid?” he asked slowly.
“Yes! You’re fucking idiot! You’re the ugliest person I’ve ever met!” Kazu took his all braveness and looked at Jin with anger in his eyes. “Just get off of me, you bastard!”
“I don’t wanna sweetie”
“I don’t care! Get off of me!” yelled again younger one, and then Jin did another step. He kissed the younger one. There was no need to do this with force, because Kazuya already was scared like a hell. He was already crying and shaking badly, but Jin didn’t care about it. He had nothing to loose. Now Kazuya was his victim, and he was an hunter. He loved seeing victims in this state, but that was pretty boring for him, because Kazuya stopped fighting. He wasn’t answer too. He just allow the other to do everything he want, and that wasn’t something, what Jin loved.
“There is no fun with you” muttered Jin, when he broke the kiss, but Kazuya didn’t answer, still looking at him with blank expression at his face, and his eyes were empty. “Kazuya?”
***
Kazu-chan you’re mine. Remember that, you’re only mine.
Voice from the past was so strong, and still was coming for him. There was no escape, he didn’t know, where he could hide himself from her. From pain, and that ugly feeling, but he can’t do this. He just needed to survive it, so he stopped fighting. Now he knew, that she was right.
Kazu-chan you’re nothing. You can’t survive without me.
He started sobbing once again. He was nothing. He had no plans for future, no friends, nothing. He was only her toy, and he still remember the pain, and what she told him. The pain was his friend. He still remembered the day, in which, she gave him his first razor blade, with that angelic smile at he face.
Try this honey. It should help erasing your pain.
And he tried it. He always was doing, what she ordered him. He hadn’t another choice, he can’t think for himself, he can’t decide for himself, because he was no longer human. He was her toy, just toy, and he still thought about himself like this. He tried hard to change himself, but it wasn’t easy, specially in times like this.
The kiss… Jin’s kiss broke him down again. He stopped fighting, stopped doing anything, stopped feeling, and he barely knew, what happened next. He was in Jin’s power and there was no another way to go.
“Kazuya! Wake up!” he heard Jin’s voice, but it was so faraway, that he didn’t catch the words, which the other said to him. Well he didn’t care either, they could hurt him, right? And he hated being hurt. He hated it, and he had enough. He wanted just passed away, because every his efforts just passed away in one moment. Why, oh why he had that bad luck?
***
Jin bitted his lips once again, when he realized, that he could do something really bad to Kazuya. He loved hurting people, because it was fun, but hell no to this level. It wasn’t fun anymore, and they still were in forest. He don’t know where exactly they were, and then his companion wasn’t conscious enough to walk or even talk again.
“No, no, no…” he heard Kazuya’s sobbing, and he hugged the other tight, starting caressing his back.
“I’m not going to hurt you… there is nothing to afraid” whispered Jin while swaying with him. He didn’t really know, what to do. He never been in that situation, and he did it instinctively. “Shh… nobody want to hurt you” he added slowly. “Trust me…” he licked his lips.
Yeah, right…
Even for him, his words sounds like a fake, but he had no better idea. He should think twice, before trying scared him. It wasn’t good idea either, it was stupid and idiotic. He could wait for back to school with that, but yeah… he was Akanishi Jin after all, the guy who had never wait for nothing, because he didn’t like waste the time. And what an ironic… he was kinda proud of it, but not today.
“Kazuya please… look at me” he whispered, and trying catch the other attention, but younger one closed his eyes, probably didn’t want look at his torturer. “Please Kazuya, don’t be like this. I’m not going to hurt you” he repeated slowly, trying hard found his patience, which was already at his limits. He had truly understand, about what Ueda was talking.
Limits… he reach his limit already, but he needed calm down younger one, so he just must fight with himself to reach the aim. Gosh, why it always happened to him? He was new for God sake!
“Kazuya look at me!” his patience evaporated in the one moment. Kame still was shaking, and sobbing, and Jin still was sitting at him, without knowing how to behave, with attack of panic of his mate. “Look at me!” he repeated coldly, and grabbed Kazuya’s face in the hands. “Please, look at me, I’m not going to hurt you… moreover… I’m not going to grumble again” he smiled to the other one, who finally looked at him, without panic. Well without nothing to be the truth, but at least he stopped shaking that much. “Here you are” Jin smiled wider, then he sat in front of his companion. “See? I’m not going to touch you, at least not today” said calmly. “You’re safe here”
***
Kazuya slowly come back to his normal self. He breathed deeply, trying calm down his heart, which still was beating fast, didn’t looked at Jin, because he just couldn’t, knowing, that his enemy just now met his weakness, and he knew that it was his mistake. He shouldn’t show him that. Shouldn’t, but it wasn’t easy to do, so now he hoped, that Jin said truth, with promises not touch him today.
“I’m sorry” whispered Kazuya, looking at the empty bottle of water. He must find pretext to went somewhere alone. “There is an river, so we could take some water from it” then he muttered, because he really didn’t know, what else should he said. He also didn’t want explain him, what have just happened. “Of course there is no need for you to come there with me, just wait for me” he added quickly.
“No! You will wait here for me, and I’ll go for water” said seriously Jin, and took the map with himself. “Just calm down, okay? I need you” he smiled a little. “And take this” he gave his blouse to Kazuya.
Kame looked at it with a little shock, but didn’t complain. He was even glad that he got Jin’s blouse, because he was still shaking a little, and the next blouse was for him like a thing, which could protect him from everything.
***
“Pi-chan your back are so uncomfortable” muttered Yuya into Yamapi’s ear. “And you’re so slowly” he added. “That trip is so boring, why aren’t you talking to me?”
“You’re annoying” sighed the other. “Just shut up, okay? It will be better for you and specially for me” he added angrily. It wasn’t really his fault, that this idiot hurt his ankle, while jumping at him happily.
Yuya sighed deeply. It wasn’t his dreaming trip. It was rather something like race for punishment, than prize, and then that stupid rule, which nobody really like. Well he couldn’t lament about his companion, ‘cause of course he could got worst, but hell… that man wasn’t talkative, and it was extremely boring for him.
“Pi-chan tell me something about you. I wanna get you know better”Yuya begged once again, but he knew, that he failed with it, because Tomohisa wasn’t interested in knowing him better. “Oh God! At least tell me, when have you birthday?” then he muttered, but the other just sighed, and in the next moment Yuya felt the ground, and he grimacing in pain. “You’re terrible”
“And you’re just annoying” sighed Yamapi, and gave his companion the water. “I don’t like you, ok? And I don’t wanna talk about me, or you. We just need to be together, so don’t make it harder, please” he slowly explained, while sitting on the rock, and studying the map. “And don’t even try to complain. It’s not my fault, that you hurt your ankle, and to be the truth you’re not that light”
“Yeah, I know that” whispered Yuya. “I’m not light, and I should loose my weight, but you know Ueda-sempai, right? He didn’t like seeing me in the toilet and vomiting whole meal” he shrugged his arms.
“Gosh… you’re really stupid” muttered Pi, then he show the point in the map. “We are here, and need go here” Pi licked his lips, and closed his eyes. “Well it would be faster, if we choose that way” he shown it at the map. “But here is an small mountain, and I’m afraid that you can’t do it with your ankle” he sighed deeply. “Because I don’t want climb with you on my back” he explained quietly. “So I think we should take the longer way, and if you want vomit, then vomit, but not in front of Ueda. Just find the place, where he wasn’t looking that much. I mean… toilets are too obvious” he smiled ironically to Yuya. He really didn’t like that annoying kid. He was even worst than Junno, because Junno sometimes understand, when he told him, to shut up, Yuya… never, did what he want, and hell why he always must ‘helped’ the younger, than him? He didn’t know, but they were just too stupid for him. They’re doing such a stupid mistakes. “Okay, five minutes break” decided Pi, then leaned against the tree, and smiled to himself.
“Do you really think, that I’m fat?” asked silently Yuya.
“No, idiot” muttered Pi. “You’re too thin, and there is no need to loose the weight. Well I think you should put on weight, to be the truth” he looked at the younger one, trying be polite. If he really needed talking, than he should do something good, right? Then maybe Yuya will tell something to Ueda, and he could got some new privileges. “And you’ll be stupid, if you listened to my advices“
“Then why are you like this?” boy had a teary eyes, and Yamapi just sighed once again. He hated cry babies, hated them so much, but there was no time for frustration.
Shit!
They were alone after all, and there was no teacher around them. He couldn’t hurt Yuya too much, so he decide to calm down, and keep going with casual conversation.
“Because… I don’t like you” Pi shrugged his arms. “And it’s just my character, sorry” said calmly, but Yuya started sobbing, and Pi melted, sighed deeply, then he hugged the boy. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t been saying such a horrible things to you. You did nothing bad to me” he caressed the other backs. “Shh… don’t cry, okay? You’re really nice kid, but well… you should just learn keep your mouth shut up” then he explained slowly, trying express what he really think about Tegoshi, without making any damages on boy’s psyche.
“You’re mean to me, and nobody is liking me”
“Because you’re so annoying” sighed Pi, and licked his lips. “Why don’t you understand it?”
“I want you as my friend” pouted Yuya, looking at him with that serious look in his eyes. Tears still were failing, but Tegoshi seems didn’t note it. “I want talking with you and sharing my secrets with you” he added with incredible power, then he climbed at Pi’s knees, and hugged him tight. “You’re so warm”he muttered sweetly.
Tomohisa wasn’t surprised with his mate behavior. He knew stories about him, and his cuteness. Some persons just couldn’t help, but loving him. He forced them to became his friends, but Yamapi was different. Besides he didn’t want makes new friends. He thought that everything was okay. Loneliness was a great thing. Nobody wanted talk with you, nobody had became angry for you, and you could do what you wanted to.
“Yuya, you can’t force someone to become your friend. Besides, I’ve already told you, that you’re annoying. You should try change yourself, and then we can talk about eventually became friends, okay?” he shouldn’t talking like this, but he couldn’t help. Yuya caught him in his cuteness, but not to the end. He had his pride after all. He couldn’t be that weak. The compromise was a good way for starting, ‘cause he didn’t really think, that Tegoshi will change himself, so he was safe. The small nodded from the other makes him happy.
Safe!
“Let’s go now” he smiled to Tegoshi, then take him at his back. “You’ll see, we will find the treasure” then he promised quietly.
***
Ueda with a big smile at his face greeted first pair at the finishing-line. Junno smiled back to him, and Toma just smirked to him. They created good team, without any bad feelings, emotions. Everything because of Toma’s character. He was different than many of students. He easily adapted to environment, so he easily found a way, which allowed him reach to Junno. They were happily talking all way, about nothing important, but it wasn’t important.
“Congratulation” smiled Ueda, while hugging both of them. “I’m so proud with you”
“Yeah, yeah… right” Toma smiled back to him. “So where is our treasure?”
“Firstly I want asked you, how was it? Did you talk a little? Did you know each other better?”
“We talked a lot” smiled Junno, while sitting on the ground. After all he was tired. That was pretty exhausted trip, and he dreamt about his own bed. “We talked about the music, hobbies, and so on” he shrugged his arms. “It was nice” he smiled to Toma, who just nodded. “And we’re first, right?”
“Yeah, I told you, we will be first” laughed Toma. “It was obvious, ‘cause we’re dreaming team!” he added. “And we want our prize”
“Yes, I know that. You won two tickets to the cinema” said Koyama, who came right now with an school bus. “And you won’t watch the dishes for a week” then he added, and gave the water to his students. “Are you satisfied?
“Of course, we are” Toma embraced Junno. “We will having fun in the city this week” he whispered right to his ear, and the other just nodded with a smile. They already were talking about used their prize for something more, than going to the cinema. They could pretend that they’re going there. It was good idea for having some fun. They won after all.
***
Kazuya was looking out the window, and resting. The whole day was exhausted even for him, or maybe should he said: specially for him. Now he was at the warm bed, under the blanket, he was safe here, and he knew that, even if Jin saw his weakness, he wouldn’t be so stupid to hurt him again this day, and Kame still was wearing his blouse, which make him feel better. He couldn’t understand that feeling.
He sighed deeply, and closed his eyes. The past were still attacking him, when he wasn’t prepared for it. To be the truth he never was prepared for this, but in that moment… Kazuya felt an cold shiver at his back, and shook his head.
Don’t think about this, idiot! Everything is okay.
He tried convinced himself, but failed once again. Well at least they finished the trip, so he wasn’t that loser after all. Small smile appeared at his face, when he saw Pi, who was coming to him. He waved hand to the other, and moved at his bed, to give a place for his friend.
“How was it?” asked Pi, then he slightly embraced Kazuya, and rested his head at Kame’s arm. “Is he really that bad?”
“No… he’s just lazy” smiled Kame. “And he loved being powerful… and sometimes he is like an devil, but there are also moments, when you couldn’t help, but smiling to him” he whispered.
“Then it wasn’t that bad after all, right?” Pi studied Kazuya’s face, and when his friend nodded a little, he smiled wider to him. “That’s great, my little turtle survived with bastard! I’m so proud of you” he laughed.
“Stop calling me that” blushed Kame. “You’re terrible!”
“But you love me” answered Yamapi, then he closed his eyes. He was wrong, when he thought that he had no friends. He already had friend. Kazuya was his friend, and he was glad because of that, but still he didn’t know what exactly friends means. Maybe having friends wasn’t that bad idea.
I’m not alone anymore.
That thought made him better, and he couldn’t help, but smiled.