Brandon dumped me

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Cause..I cheated...and I yell..ect..
He was rolling at a rave he said he wouldn't roll at..
I kissed a guy for a pill....so I cheated...
He doesn't understand...that I get scared..and push people away
when they get close..
I tried everything to work it out..
no go.
so..I'm moving out of our apartment..
and joining the navy..
I hope..
-YGB