soo..dead..dying..EHHHH

[mousyme]

Soooo very tired....
Soooo very hungry...
Soooo very sore...

I think everything is just gonna fall off...
then I'll be a big pile of body parts...

I need a gallon of water..
but my arms hurt to much to bring the bottle to my mouth...
and all the water..is making my tummy sick...
I think I'm gonna puke..
and then my tummy is going to escape..
and run away so I can't make it do anymore situps...

dying...
sooooooooo...very weak...
so yeah...I lost like 10 lbs last week..
pretty cool?
don't you all wish you had a dying devotion to work out?

20 more lbs to go...
2 more weeks....
so close...
so far away...

SOO I've been busy..
So I'm sorry for all the people I haven't called...
I don't really feel like doing anything..
I kind of like my hole...
Nothing against anyone...
Just need sometime..to be alone..and think..

however..thinking hurts..
"drain the pressure from the swelling...
this feelings' over wellming...tell me
everything will be alright...and give me
novicain"

Weddings suck!
And I hate people getting married..
And I refuse to go to another one..
EVER EVER AGAIN!
*runs away crying*

-YGB