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tontie i had a real bad nite...idk ended wit a great nite last nite wit mel then ended up wit my ballin all 2nite alone in my room...i know its my fucken problem i need to deal wit it i guess. i miss hangin wit the locals alot havent done it in a lonng time...but once agian i dont no y i see it as im the problem but i am..
this weekend so far was beat and could of used alotta work.
One word: help
all im tryin to do is make the BEST of memories before my senior year is over cause ill miss EVERY1 when i leave next year and i really dont no how ill survive without my clairebear, pppl dont understand shes like my sister, i knew her when she came outta the womb of her mother haha and i fucken love her to deatH!!!! and my other friends and my sisters are unbeivable, theyve done everythin for me, like pretty much EVERYTHING and i coudlnt of survive without them...and to think that i have too in like 10 months...wow
"Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding"
this weekend so far was beat and could of used alotta work.
One word: help
all im tryin to do is make the BEST of memories before my senior year is over cause ill miss EVERY1 when i leave next year and i really dont no how ill survive without my clairebear, pppl dont understand shes like my sister, i knew her when she came outta the womb of her mother haha and i fucken love her to deatH!!!! and my other friends and my sisters are unbeivable, theyve done everythin for me, like pretty much EVERYTHING and i coudlnt of survive without them...and to think that i have too in like 10 months...wow
"Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding"