I FEEL LIKE ME!!!! YAY!
Everyday it's getting stronger... this inherrant familiar feeling... it's knowing that I feel how I did prior to being horrifically depressed out of my mind for a couple months.
Maybe it's the summer, maybe it's just the time for the cycle... I'm not sure, but I feel like me.
Being me entails being overly social, a bit too confident and kind of a bitch.
On top of that it entails me going out to play pool and drink with my boys... of which I only have two left, so it means I'm going to have to make some new ones.
Craigslist, here I come.
I'm going to skip how being me also entails a lot of risk in the cheating department (I think I can control myself, or I'd have screwed Razi by now, though) and paranoia as to what my bf is up to with his friends and when I'm not around...
Tomorrow I have a playdate with Jena... she's coming over and Billie, her and I are going to rock some video games and drink the day away when I'm out of school. I'm stoked.
Other than that... Uhm... I dunno what I'm doing this week.
Tonight I need to work on my email blast... clean the cat box... and I intend on getting a little trashed.
So buying tequila and apple juice.
HELL YES!
I'M FUCKING BACK!
In other news... Red got me to agree to butt sex...
Never done that before...
It wasn't terribly pleasant... but whatever.
Maybe I'll trade it off and make him eat me out since he seems to veto that now that we're past the honeymoon stage of this fucked up relationship that I love so much.
I also went to Manitou Springs with my mother.
We had a blast.
Saw the Cliff Dwellings.
Went antiquing...
She bought me a Victorian photo album with antique photos in it that I can repair and use.
It was $150... but I'm paying her back for it.
And...
Yeah.
^_^