How dare he...
So this morning...I get up later than everyone else as usual...so by the time I have to leave everyone else is gone...not that I do it on purpose but yea...they seem to ignore me in the morning anyway ....they don't even care if I don't get up for class it seems
so I move downstairs because it seems to help get out the door quicker
well I'm getting my things together and what do I see but a bag that wasn't there last night as I would know being the last one up
...and me and my curious self has to check it out
its a FREAKING BAG OF SOUVENIRS FROM CIRQUE DE SOLIEL
I'M SOOOOO PISSED
...how many times did I ask if he (meaning my dad) would buy tickets so we could go I FREAKING ASKED FOR THEM FOR CHRISTMAS
and who does he not take...
me of course
who did he most likely take...
most likely THERESA...not that I have any proof...but her birthday is this week
....I'm so upset...
seriously I was torn between crying and smashing something to pieces when I saw that
and apparently it closed yesterday...that's just fucking great
...I'm not going to speak to my dad today
...great...I'm sitting in an empty theater crying now...
b/c lately it just seems like all my dad does is work come home and goes straight upstairs and I only see him in passing...and this is just icing on the cake
...
I'm sorry for the ranting
atleast I stopped crying before class
...but you know what I'm going to tell Mary...and if she asks who did he take and why didn't he take us (b/c we both wanted to go) I'm going to tell her the truth...she's like my best friend and I shouldn't have to not tell her anything b/c my dad doesn't want me to mention Theresa to her...b/c of Dixie
...well FUCK THAT
and if he questions why I told her
I'll be like...well what was I supposed to say you went to it by yourself? if it was a company thing than why did you need the car (as he has a company vehicle) and the front seat was all cleared out (as I kinda live in that car...theres books and papers all over it...) so who was I supposed to say who went...I told her I didn't have proof...but it is Theresa's birthday this week
okay now I want to smash something
...if we do anything for theresa's birthday...I'm going to claim work I mean I actually do have work...but I'm not getting her anything...(and for the fact that I'm saving up for FLORIDA which to me is more important and the fact that I don't really like her...and not because of this...I've never liked her since like we met her when my parents where divorced and my dad was living with her)
despite all this I had a good weekend
and actually the week before was pretty good too
....hopefully this isn't a sign that my whole week will be bad
....if it is...I'm not going to be a pleasant person to be around...unless I'm working of course and then I have to be
feel free to ignore