here's my heart, it's all yours if you want it
so i just got back from PC a few minutes ago. It was my friends bridal shower, which was weird, i guess because i've never gone to one before and they played "bridal games" lol. i won a prize. it was interesting. samantha's really excited, and i'm excited for her. then after the shower me and adrianne parted, i went home and saw my dad and he messed with my car, the usual. there are construction worker people right next to my house working on the new one, and i have to close my shades when i change now. lol. it sucks! but it's alright. it was weird going home. i went to WD to get a card for samantha and everyone was like shocked to see me, it was crazy. kind of funny too. weird that suzanne asked me if i ahd any boyfriends, and then asked me if i still talked to arcenio, lol that was a loooooooooong time ago. what the fuck was i thinking there? it seems to be the question i ask myself a lot lately. i tried on this dress i was thinking about wearing to the wedding, it is massive on my boobs. i look at these dresses that used to fit me but now don't because of my boobs. my mom's like well if you loose a little more weight they'll fit. i really want to wear that red sparkly dress again. that was my WOW dress and i want to look like that again. it's so upsetting really. my mom's like "wear this one, wear that one" well mom...they don't fit so stop it with that. buuuut yea, whateva. so the day was alright, had dinner and now i'm back in jax. probably a lil drinky drink tonight, and then wedding tomorrow so i cannot get obliterated, would not be a good thing. my mom wants me to cut my hair. i like it. i'm going to keep it. my mom totally missed my tattoo and she saw me in my underwear. mwahahaha i'm slick like that. anyway, i'm gonna go watch some tv, maybe nap for an hour?