so much to mention but you can't find the words
so i haven't updated nearly at all lately. so i guess i should discuss myself, isn't that what this thing is for anyway? well trip to down south florida came and went, i am an idiot, i believe this. next time i won't be so stupid. now i'm back in jax still have no idea whether or not i am happy or not yet. that's probably not a good thing. people anger me i don't understand why they do what they do. i don't understand why i do what i do, so i guess we're even there. i'm excited we'll be getting a tv soon, because i'm tired of sitting in my room to watch the same thing everyone else is, when we can just watch it together. i got my nails done yesterday, they've chipped really bad, i'll probably paint them myself. i've been having random stomach pains lately that are really painful. wonder what's up. i could care less. i'm going on a serious diet and workout plan, it better work, or i will be upset. i'm not lieing this time. goodbye to food, hello to lettuce and celery and all that shit. i'm sick and tired. fuck life. that's the easiest way to say it. peace.