not lip service
i just read plato while taking a bath.
it's been so long.
since i've done either.
there's been too much downtime.
i'm not sick of anything really. i haven't stopped to think about it, purposely.
i think i've become afraid of doing anything crazy. but then i get cranky because i don't do anything at all.
i was with ryan for the past two days. we really didn't do anything.
it's a vicious cycle.
i got my hair done.
it isn't as bright as i thought it would be. but it's not as orange either.
i think it's alright and willowesque.
but that was the idea.
we watched labyrinth on my computer and he fell asleep. then i made brownies and he left.
i tried to guilt trip him, but he left anyway. because he wanted to take a shower.
i realize had i gone, i probably wouldn't have had a fun night anyway because we wouldn't have done anything.
i hate feeling like there's nothing to do. there has to be something.
have fun everyone who's going on trips.
i'll be reading plato.
madeleine
it's been so long.
since i've done either.
there's been too much downtime.
i'm not sick of anything really. i haven't stopped to think about it, purposely.
i think i've become afraid of doing anything crazy. but then i get cranky because i don't do anything at all.
i was with ryan for the past two days. we really didn't do anything.
it's a vicious cycle.
i got my hair done.
it isn't as bright as i thought it would be. but it's not as orange either.
i think it's alright and willowesque.
but that was the idea.
we watched labyrinth on my computer and he fell asleep. then i made brownies and he left.
i tried to guilt trip him, but he left anyway. because he wanted to take a shower.
i realize had i gone, i probably wouldn't have had a fun night anyway because we wouldn't have done anything.
i hate feeling like there's nothing to do. there has to be something.
have fun everyone who's going on trips.
i'll be reading plato.
madeleine