*Feels very loved*
Alright folks....I have had several people "check in on me" today due to my absense as of late! Since most (tho' not all) of my important peeps run through here at some point I thought I would do a "general" shout out...
My job is literally 10 seconds away from either causing me to slit my wrists (at my desk mind you...where I hope I bleed all over the place and ruin the frickin' carpet etc) or inflict bodily harm on a very long list of persons, causing me to get thrown in jail, hence causing me to have to slit my wrists anyways (because I am too much of a girlie puss to be in jail) so....yeah, running off to get that blade now.
Anywho....I have been super duper uber disgustingly and boringly busy lately (the details of which I will spare you except to say it only partly encompasses COWS)! And, for those who don't know I am off on vacation to see some of my special peeps (assuming I don't get thrown in jail for trying to sneak a coffee through security...which brings us right back to the blade thing again)...and because I am a super freak, and it literally takes me longer to get READY for a vacation than the actual vacation lasts...I have been super busy at home in the evenings as well.
I am in a general funk, malaise, gloom (whatever the hell you want to call it) for a lot of different reasons...that I hope to be able to update about at some point! But it will NOT be today, or even this week!
Ok, so, the gist of this is that I AM still alive...I miss you all TERRIBLY...I am WAY behind on my general "cards" list...I hate my job...I am off to NY tomorrow night until Thursday, available by cell...and I LITERALLY want to lie my head on my desk and cry (should I do that before I slit my wrists or after...*ponders*)
*hugs flist very tight*
My job is literally 10 seconds away from either causing me to slit my wrists (at my desk mind you...where I hope I bleed all over the place and ruin the frickin' carpet etc) or inflict bodily harm on a very long list of persons, causing me to get thrown in jail, hence causing me to have to slit my wrists anyways (because I am too much of a girlie puss to be in jail) so....yeah, running off to get that blade now.
Anywho....I have been super duper uber disgustingly and boringly busy lately (the details of which I will spare you except to say it only partly encompasses COWS)! And, for those who don't know I am off on vacation to see some of my special peeps (assuming I don't get thrown in jail for trying to sneak a coffee through security...which brings us right back to the blade thing again)...and because I am a super freak, and it literally takes me longer to get READY for a vacation than the actual vacation lasts...I have been super busy at home in the evenings as well.
I am in a general funk, malaise, gloom (whatever the hell you want to call it) for a lot of different reasons...that I hope to be able to update about at some point! But it will NOT be today, or even this week!
Ok, so, the gist of this is that I AM still alive...I miss you all TERRIBLY...I am WAY behind on my general "cards" list...I hate my job...I am off to NY tomorrow night until Thursday, available by cell...and I LITERALLY want to lie my head on my desk and cry (should I do that before I slit my wrists or after...*ponders*)
*hugs flist very tight*