Bitchpost
Gotten from aestalitz
List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
- Don't say who they are.
- Disable comments.
- Never discuss it again.
1. I tend to forget to comment on journal entries a lot of times and realize when it's long past the date it was posted :/. I'm sorry. Even though I don't comment all the time, I care a lot about you.
2. You are one big hypocrite. YOU, YOURSELF shared something online [which is considered illegal in Japan], you have no right to tell other people not to. Also, it's low of you to kick people out of your communities because they pointed out your fault [which is very obvious yet you apparently don't admit to be having] on their own journal! It's their journal, they can do whatever they want, they can curse the human race, they can even worship Hitler. It's not your obligation to look at it in the first place. Kick me off too if you want, I honestly don't care.
3. The things you want to say are not really offensive, but your way of delivering isn't the best. You should be more aware of the way you put things, for the sake of others.
4. Please stop relying on me to draw your pictures, I wish I was superman and could do everything for my friends. But I don't have any superpowers, therefore can't finish all of them ._.; especially when some things are way beyond my abilities... sorry, but please don't rely on me so much.
5. If stubbornness could kill, we'd all be long dead by now xD.
6. I think you're a great person, and I would really love to meet you IRL one day :D
7. Please don't make plans and not show up... We'd have prepared everything as if you are going to be there, and if you don't show without telling us so, it really makes everyone sad :(
8. I know you might not listen, but I want to say it anyway. You don't like to admit to your faults, nobody does, it's totally completely understandable and human nature, and you don't do that all the time either, you do admit your faults sometimes. You do consider other people, I don't know the exact ratio of the times when you are inconsiderate vs considerate, but situations in which you are inconsiderate just seem more prominant to me than when you are considerate [I am probably biased though]. I'm not just talking only about those that concern myself, I'm also talking my observations about situations that involve your other friends [I'm probably still biased though 'cause observations/perceptions can have a lot of biases too]. Just to me personally, a lot of times, it seems you tend to only communicate with someone that interests you, and ignore another friend. Everyone does this, but I feel that you do it just a little more?
You are pretty smart, very smart, you are one of the smartest people I know, but you are not always perfectly right. So before you judge, perhaps it's better to think for a minute in the other person's perspective, maybe there's something that you agree with them on [you do do this sometimes! but i'm talking about the other times when you dont :/, which just appeared more prominent;;;]. That is something I REALLY should do as well. You can completely ignore everything I said if you don't care/agree, I don't know if I'm correct, you probably don't think I am, and I don't intend to change or persuade you, I know I can't. It's just my feelings toward you [while I probably am biased].
9. Somehow no matter how many times I say this, you don't seem to get it... So I'll say it again, I don't care what you do, even if you committed first-degree murder/treason/homocide/sold drugs/did drugs/committed adultry, you're still my friend. However, if you purposely lie to me, as in making up a story just so you cover up what you did in order to decieve me [You strongly believe that you didn't do that, but really.. I didn't WANT a reason to get mad at you, I tried to make the situation seem as optmistic as possible, fake a reality to myself that you didn't lie that much. But the lie was so big that I couldn't make myself optimistic anymore.... to sum up, I'd only get mad for a lie of a relative size, not over a simple 'no' as an answer.], it's another story. I know you did it for good intention..... but I am a really weird person and don't want my friend to lie to me :(, even if it's for my own good. So, please don't lie to me like that anymore.
10.Despite all that stuff I said, I love you as a friend :)