Apr 10, 2006 13:33
Ok... So Chris and I are dating. And i'm really happy about it :) I don't think life could be any better. But I worry... worry I could lose him... he tells me not to, and i trust him... but when hearing that his x still loves him.... and that she's jealous of Chris and me... i worry... a lot. Maybe i'm just reading to far into things. From what i understood, she was really mean to him... so maybe no worries is needed at all. But who can be sure. I trust him... just not them (them = the other girls :P). I told him at the beginning of this relationship that we shouldn't spend all our time with each other.... we've both been in relationships that ended and we had no one to go to after wards because we'd been consumed with the other person.... but i can't help but want to be with him all the time. I enjoy being with him. He laugh and glad to be alive.... who wouldn't want to be with someone that gives you such a feeling? The only reason I bring that up is because he brought it up the other day.... saying that we were starting to spend a lot of time together.... i'm sorry... >.< i can't help it though.... I seriously think i'm in love with this kid.... and i don't know if he realizes it....