So we're here...

[mouse0905]

If you could hear my voice, you would know how not happy I am. This has been the hardest thing that I have ever done. Saying goodbye to my sister just about killed me and I'm still suffering. I am unbelieveably sad, and crushed, and just dont want to do anything, and I dont feel like its going to get any better any time soon. All I want to do is sit around and cry and think about my family. I hope this gets better, because I don't know how much longer I can do this. Christmas is around the corner... what a way to perk me up. My first christmas away from home... Boy I think I might die.

P.S. Rachelle, and Jessica, I need your new address's so that I can send you christmas cards please. You can e-mail them to me at stephsindahood@hotmai.com or mouse0905@aim.com