Haunted...
This early morning, I woke up a little shaken.
It's hard to explain, but, have you ever felt like....something is trying to get inside of you? I've been experiencing this for a couple years, now. It happens when I'm partially awake, and partially asleep. But mostly in a sleepy state. My body feels like it's filled up with something, and I have chills running through it, and I can't move, and no matter how hard I try to scream, nothing comes out, I struggle to break free, and eventually, I do, and it usually happens after I start praying...but then when I come to, my heart is pounding, and still have chills all over my body. That happened this morning again, around 3 or 4. It's the most frightening experience, and there's nothing I can do about it when it happens. When it happened this morning, I thought I heard, a type of growling...like words.
And after I fell asleep, it sort of happened again...or I was dreaming, I'm not sure...but I saw Michael, and it looked like he was having convulsions, and I think the growling was coming out of him. It was so scary...when it stopped, I just clung onto him, and probably disturbed his sleep, because I was squeezing the crap out of him. But for a while, it felt like I was fighting to not let it happen again. I think these things might be night terrors. But I also read a book that described something like this as "psychic vampires". This isn't the kind of vampire I want stalking me, dammit! And then, the baby just woke up screaming, and this never ever happens. So, that scared the crap out of me. But, she went back to sleep, and I finally fell asleep, too. Then later this morning, I decided to turn on my cell phone, which has been off and charging for a couple days, but I felt like some one was going to call. And then, my phone rang. I answered, thinking it was my mom or dad...and nothing. No one was there! They didn't hang up, it was just dead air. It happened again. And again. I wasn't about to call them back, either, because I was rather scared by now!
Today, I just feel creeped out. I've been hearing all these creeky noises in the room. I don't know what's going on, it could be my crazy imagination, but it doesn't seem like it.
It's hard to explain, but, have you ever felt like....something is trying to get inside of you? I've been experiencing this for a couple years, now. It happens when I'm partially awake, and partially asleep. But mostly in a sleepy state. My body feels like it's filled up with something, and I have chills running through it, and I can't move, and no matter how hard I try to scream, nothing comes out, I struggle to break free, and eventually, I do, and it usually happens after I start praying...but then when I come to, my heart is pounding, and still have chills all over my body. That happened this morning again, around 3 or 4. It's the most frightening experience, and there's nothing I can do about it when it happens. When it happened this morning, I thought I heard, a type of growling...like words.
And after I fell asleep, it sort of happened again...or I was dreaming, I'm not sure...but I saw Michael, and it looked like he was having convulsions, and I think the growling was coming out of him. It was so scary...when it stopped, I just clung onto him, and probably disturbed his sleep, because I was squeezing the crap out of him. But for a while, it felt like I was fighting to not let it happen again. I think these things might be night terrors. But I also read a book that described something like this as "psychic vampires". This isn't the kind of vampire I want stalking me, dammit! And then, the baby just woke up screaming, and this never ever happens. So, that scared the crap out of me. But, she went back to sleep, and I finally fell asleep, too. Then later this morning, I decided to turn on my cell phone, which has been off and charging for a couple days, but I felt like some one was going to call. And then, my phone rang. I answered, thinking it was my mom or dad...and nothing. No one was there! They didn't hang up, it was just dead air. It happened again. And again. I wasn't about to call them back, either, because I was rather scared by now!
Today, I just feel creeped out. I've been hearing all these creeky noises in the room. I don't know what's going on, it could be my crazy imagination, but it doesn't seem like it.