Im so freaking sad.
It's snowing.
I didnt went to work today. I accident left my keys in my mom's van. Grrrr.
I feeling really sad. Im really close stealing someone car.
Driving my self off a bridge.
Like someone really missed me. If I ever did that.
How hard I try. I get sad. OR really depressed.
I broke up my b/f today. He telling me that he gonna kill himself
b/c I broke up with him.
I hope he understand that Im a creature that will not love anyone.
I tell them that I love him then break off with them.
I can't lived this way. All I am is full of sadness
and pain. I can't lived anymore.
Im saving this on my computer for my mom to read. since she love the computer. maybe she will notice that I left this world.
Some of you might saying im talking out of my ass. Well im not.
Some of you know me. I talk about killing my self. I get really close doing it. like when I OD my self.
Well this time. Im not coming back. Im gonna end it to life. I just a waste of someone life.
Bye and Thank you for being my friends.
Monic
I didnt went to work today. I accident left my keys in my mom's van. Grrrr.
I feeling really sad. Im really close stealing someone car.
Driving my self off a bridge.
Like someone really missed me. If I ever did that.
How hard I try. I get sad. OR really depressed.
I broke up my b/f today. He telling me that he gonna kill himself
b/c I broke up with him.
I hope he understand that Im a creature that will not love anyone.
I tell them that I love him then break off with them.
I can't lived this way. All I am is full of sadness
and pain. I can't lived anymore.
Im saving this on my computer for my mom to read. since she love the computer. maybe she will notice that I left this world.
Some of you might saying im talking out of my ass. Well im not.
Some of you know me. I talk about killing my self. I get really close doing it. like when I OD my self.
Well this time. Im not coming back. Im gonna end it to life. I just a waste of someone life.
Bye and Thank you for being my friends.
Monic