something just broke.

Dec 10, 2005 23:11

so I logged onto livejournal with a feeling.

a hunch, if you will.

nothing else to do.

and... thus is the FUCKING STORY OF MY LIFE.

my livejournal entries are so non-descript and full of hidden messages.

isn't that amazing?

Because I never really have anything to say. Just emotions to convey.

But I can't ever verbalize how I feel.

It's a downfall.

Thats what music is for.

I wrote something today. I'm quite aware that it's not even close to being anything good, but it so captured a lot how I felt:

One moment
You want to fly through the air
And scream
With so many emotions
That you can't explain
But you're so thankful to feel.
Living every drop.
Making the most of it.
And other times
You want to stop
And sit
And wait
And cry.
Because nothing is ever perfect.
Nothing is ever the way it should be.
We lack so much.
Beauty is an ideal that we can’t reach.
It hurts.
To feel that small.
To know that we live our entire lives to reach an ideal.
That no one can reach.
Happiness is always one step up from where we are.
And we never.
Settle.
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