copied from my xanga
It's a Saved By The Bell morning...I miss this show. Too bad i'm rarely up at 7:00 AM when it comes on. I wish I could have been like Zach in high school and get a 1502 on the SAT by not doing shit in high school.
Ya know what, I'm not even going to worry about it anymore. It's just not worth my time. I'm sick of worrying about something that probably won't happen between now and the beginning of next semester.
It's 8:01 AM and the only thing I can think about is drinking. Why? I don't know. I feel like i'm going back into my depression stage. I don't like it. I just wish i knew that someone would always be there for me. I just feel like I end up losing the ones that are closest to me in the end. And, like always, I end up putting too much trust in people. Ya know, they really had some ugly clothes in the 90's.
So i'm trying to figure out when to fly over to California to see Kevin. I wish I wasn't 3000 miles away from him. It's just hard to believe that the only person I feel like I can talk to about ANYTHING lives so far away.
Alright I'm going to take a shower then it's off to Burlington Square Mall where it's all down hill from there.
Ya know what, I'm not even going to worry about it anymore. It's just not worth my time. I'm sick of worrying about something that probably won't happen between now and the beginning of next semester.
It's 8:01 AM and the only thing I can think about is drinking. Why? I don't know. I feel like i'm going back into my depression stage. I don't like it. I just wish i knew that someone would always be there for me. I just feel like I end up losing the ones that are closest to me in the end. And, like always, I end up putting too much trust in people. Ya know, they really had some ugly clothes in the 90's.
So i'm trying to figure out when to fly over to California to see Kevin. I wish I wasn't 3000 miles away from him. It's just hard to believe that the only person I feel like I can talk to about ANYTHING lives so far away.
Alright I'm going to take a shower then it's off to Burlington Square Mall where it's all down hill from there.