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Nov 15, 2004 17:52

Semester is almost over and so is work and I couldn't be happier about that. I just want things to be over with so I can spend time with family, friends, and just doing my own things.

I love Jeffrey, I do but this relationship puts such a strain on me. I want to talk to him more than we do now. It's hard right now because I'm so busy with school and work and he has his own responsibilities. We have to make time and we just don't seem to have it. This is why we broke up the first time and, it kind of scares me that it's going to happen again.

It would really hurt this time if that does happen. I mean, it hurt the first time but I wasn't in love with him that time. I love him now and sometimes I just feel so restless when I don't get to talk to him. I don't know what to do with myself and I hate that feeling. I hate feeling incomplete without him.

Yeah... I'm going to pour myself into writing and talking to Becca.
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