familial discord
What is the deal with my family these days? It seem that whatever I do is met with malice and the rolling of eyes. I seem to step in shit whenever I leave my room. I catch flak for simply opening my mouth. I probably should've moved out ages ago, but I really have to now. Anymore of this noise and I might go all crazy-like:( I am not a freeloader like the Wicked Witch of Chagrin Blvd. says, I'm merely trying to save the money for my move to Japan. Now, because of all the shit slinging that's going on, I have to adjust the time-line again and quite frankly I am so pissed I could kill somebody. I should have left a long time ago, but I stuck around for my ex the antichrist and now I'm screwed. God, if I ever see that boy again I'm gonna have to do something illegal. I'm gonna end up on death-row for sure with this shit going on. I spent so much time saving others that I didn't do anything for myself and now that I've decided to "get mine" as it were, I'm labeled as some kind of creep. I hate it here, and I hate this bullshit, but I don't know what to do anymore, besides leave. Fuck....