i dont know what tomorrow brings...
wow, i made a hyprocrite out of myself today. earlier i explained how wonderful the littlest things can make your life so happy. well, i guess it just shows its a two way street. with happiness, sorrow is always there. i had an extremely long day and every minute of the day it seemed to get worse. we have band practice and it was just a drunken onslaught of sloppiness on my part (minus the alchohol). then it ended up we went to a show in downtown san bernardino. the first band was are friends band and they did really good (conidering it was their second show). the band after them was awesome. they were like one big combination of the blood brothers, the kinison, and the (international) noise conspiracy. awesome. but, it sucked cos all fucking night my friends would make little jokes about me, which was the one thing i didnt want to have to deal with today (i didnt think i would get shitted on today considering i didnt go to school...wow, was i an idiot to think i could have a good day). then they were smoking like crazy. im an asthmatic and im allergic to smoke, so my eyes are burning really bad. fucking smoking. its so pointless. if someone wants to calm themselves down, take some fucking deap breathes of fresh air for god sakes. dont infect your lungs with tar. and if its to warm your throat, DRINK SOME DAMN COCOA! sorry to all the smokers out there. im just not in a happy mood. my apologies. well, im getting my ass to bed. i think its time to listen to bright eyes with the dreary rain as the background music. awwww, the perfect emo night. i think i'd have to piss off emily and put the crossed out heart. sorry hun, it must be done. :(