morbidly depressed
as it is stated above i am morbidly depressed for i am all alone once again. but it's my decision being alone, for it is the only way for me to get over all of my ex's. i broke up with antonio during the summer and well it has been going great he is like my best friend in some sort of way but now that we're back in school people think that we got back together because we are always together and it kind of bothers me because i feel as if i'm living in sufacation recklessly abliged to everything. homecoming was on saturday night and who did i spend the night with fallowing me around antonio! Wesley was there with his girlfriend i got so fucken jealous and pissed off eventhough i don't even talk to him but i guess you can call obsession eventhough i deny it but what can i say he is so fucken hot!!!!!!!