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thought in mind:
in the stage of mind where nothing can be left alone there is a path of destruction and humiliation that only leaves behind bits of stains that mark your life until the smallest things take you down and nothing else can bring you up.
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let us see . . . i was supposed write in here yesterday but i was busy the whole day. well anyways Brad calls me at 12:50 in the morning to let me know that he got fired from his job and the messed up is that his own grandpa fired him. besides telling me that,he also tells me that he really likes me alot and that i am the best thing that has happened in him since a while now - and well really i didn't respond to that message . . . i only see him as a friend. and joe (hi joe) oh this guy i met at texas (really cool guy by the way). i've been talking to him for a while now. so hmmmm . . . i failed my midterm for algebra i am so smart ;) - but i had a retake so i think i did good. Oh and Necro just incase you read this i hate [VF] now! Gothtec kicked me out b/c he hates me and he's evil - but ummmm . . . no i think he kicked me out b/c i posted something about how i hate the word goth to label ppl and well you know how this goes (we already talked about it)but yeah i think he despises me b/c he has labeled himself goth ever since he was 18 (hmmmm . . . i think)- so now i have to send him a hate e-mail . . . lol . . . no i woun't (i'm not mean)but i do have to keep in touch with him - well hope to talk to you soon when you're not too busy with [VF]. bye
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word of the day:
Necromimesis - feigning death; the delusion of being dead
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quote of the day:
"Dead of the defiled the rituals of dreams and dillusion unlock the box and gimp in pain - Summon the demonds of darkness. Evil Gods that fast with flesh prepare me for the dead. Release me from the angels so righteous - for your god is dead."
- Deicide (oblivious to evil)
in the stage of mind where nothing can be left alone there is a path of destruction and humiliation that only leaves behind bits of stains that mark your life until the smallest things take you down and nothing else can bring you up.
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let us see . . . i was supposed write in here yesterday but i was busy the whole day. well anyways Brad calls me at 12:50 in the morning to let me know that he got fired from his job and the messed up is that his own grandpa fired him. besides telling me that,he also tells me that he really likes me alot and that i am the best thing that has happened in him since a while now - and well really i didn't respond to that message . . . i only see him as a friend. and joe (hi joe) oh this guy i met at texas (really cool guy by the way). i've been talking to him for a while now. so hmmmm . . . i failed my midterm for algebra i am so smart ;) - but i had a retake so i think i did good. Oh and Necro just incase you read this i hate [VF] now! Gothtec kicked me out b/c he hates me and he's evil - but ummmm . . . no i think he kicked me out b/c i posted something about how i hate the word goth to label ppl and well you know how this goes (we already talked about it)but yeah i think he despises me b/c he has labeled himself goth ever since he was 18 (hmmmm . . . i think)- so now i have to send him a hate e-mail . . . lol . . . no i woun't (i'm not mean)but i do have to keep in touch with him - well hope to talk to you soon when you're not too busy with [VF]. bye
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word of the day:
Necromimesis - feigning death; the delusion of being dead
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quote of the day:
"Dead of the defiled the rituals of dreams and dillusion unlock the box and gimp in pain - Summon the demonds of darkness. Evil Gods that fast with flesh prepare me for the dead. Release me from the angels so righteous - for your god is dead."
- Deicide (oblivious to evil)