i knew this was going to happen. . .
tristain went to jersey and his phone doesnt work. . .i tried to talk to him all day yesterday and he didnt call me. . like he called me once but i was eatting so i said i would call him back . . .i called him back he let me talk to everyone but him. . .i called him sunday and he said that he would call me back in a bit. . but he didnt. . i know this was gonna happen. . i know if i love someone so much they end up going away. . i hate this. . he said he loved me i loved him which was a mistake. . i dont want to loose him. . i dont want him to leave me at all. . .i love him so much and i never want to live without him. . i love trastain with all my life. . .and i always will. . .