its all fuckin bull shit
11 days of this bull shit. i hate school so bad. i hate my life right nowo so bad. yesterday when i was wit tristian all i saw was don everywhere everytime i called my eyes i saw him and i jumped up so fast it hurt everytime i did it. i hate it so bad. i want tristian to fix it and do somthin about it but he wants me to tell him how to fix it. i dont want to get into some thing and get hurt. but chad was tired of my bull shit and i dont need him. i wont to stop. i dont want to do this. tristian is gonna help me out wit this but im so confused on everything. i want to be wit rob but then i want to be wit tristain. i think im wit tristain but rob does want to be wit anyone. i dont want to get hurt at all. im gonna try so hard to stay in tonight unless one person can hang out wit me then hes gonna come over to my house cuz my mom dont care if im wit him or not. . .well until 9 the next morning she does but still he doesnt have any problems coming over. i dont feel good at all and i want to stay home but i cant force myself to do that. but i did wit shaun