Jan 08, 2014 03:14
Yeah, I'm writing in a livejournal in the year 2014.
I graduated from high school ten years ago. I'll be graduating college almost 10 years to the day of graduating high school.
I wake up feeling amazing about the choices I've made and the ones I know I will make. I've never felt so at peace with everything and still not knowing the future. I'm ok with it. Sort of.
I'd love to see where it could go. I felt vulnerable for the first time in years. For 5 nights straight. I haven't felt so open and yet still so guarded with someone for a very long time.
I never thought it was possible to fall out of love. But I experienced it. I'm glad it happened now. I just wish him a full recovery and happiness. He'll find it someday. As I hope to find it someday as well. But to keep something tomorrow you have to try for it today. Something along those lines.
I'm capable of things. I just hope that I can exercise my capability soon.
love and other mushy things.