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In my head I create scenes that could happen. Every bit of them could be true. But in all of these scenes there is tension. I think about it happening in real life. I think about how awkward and amazing it would be at the same time. But then I think about how far I've come and I wouldn't want to throw away anything that has got me here thus far. But that's exactly what I do in these scenes that play out.
I'm surprised that I haven't used these scenes for anything. But I like keeping them to myself at the same time. No one ever has to know, except me. I think it would be cool if it happened, but I would also be scared shitless if they did.
I still think about it from time to time. Maybe it's the pictures I see. Fuck you facebook.
I want to delete it but I can't. It's the only thing I have left for certain connections. That makes me hate it more.
But I like everything else about everything else. Go figure.
In two weeks my first school year here will be done. Time has flown.
Also...have you ever seen Paul drag a hairless cat across the ceiling? Because I have and it was hilarious.
I'm surprised that I haven't used these scenes for anything. But I like keeping them to myself at the same time. No one ever has to know, except me. I think it would be cool if it happened, but I would also be scared shitless if they did.
I still think about it from time to time. Maybe it's the pictures I see. Fuck you facebook.
I want to delete it but I can't. It's the only thing I have left for certain connections. That makes me hate it more.
But I like everything else about everything else. Go figure.
In two weeks my first school year here will be done. Time has flown.
Also...have you ever seen Paul drag a hairless cat across the ceiling? Because I have and it was hilarious.