[mood|
frustrated] [music| Pinback-june]
Ive got a flask inside my pocket-we can share it on the train.
If you promise to stay conscious
I will try and do the same
And Im not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away
but the feeling never did
Its not something I would recommend,
but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight,
by the morning never is
Whats so simple in the moonlight,
now is so complicated It's growing on me.
the realization of summer. My dreams are still of 1-3-and 6th period.
Why those? I dunno. It always starts off fine. and always ends shitty.
"calling over next door to see what they got
but you would settle for anything that would make your brain slow down or stop
break this circle of thoughts you chase before they catch back up with you
and your parents noticed your thinning face,
all the weight you lost
all the weight you are losing you said,
"i'm done feeling like a skeleton
no more sleep walking dead"
you're going to wake from this coma
you're going to crawl from this bed
you have made and stop counting on that camera that hangs round your neck
because it won't ever remember
what you choose to forget
as you try to find some source of light
try to name one thing you like
you used to have such a longer list"
I miss the closeness of the people I love.
I miss sitting in a room with a friend and
being happy to just be in their presence.
"In my heart, I dont know, loneliness takes up all that space"
" met you through a common friend
And though I didn't know it then I soon was finding out O
h, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet
And hold the earth in place"