you're a slut and i think thats real cool

[mourn_the_glory]

you say i could get it for free but why push my luck? im happy with what i've got. people say 'such a rebel' to my face and 'such a slut' behind my back. i wish they wouldnt do that. im sick of it. im finished wth lies, im finished with halfhearted truths. im straight up and i want you to be. its not as hard as you think it is. you could help me out but you're too busy thinking up more stories. no one cares anymore, all they wanna know is why is she always sad. sick and sad again. thats all it is anymore. you are not the victim. ive seen the victim before. lying passed out on the floor, she was truth. her beauty even in her sleep, cheeks flushed from inebriation...i hope dreaming pleasant thoughts. because its all over for her when she awakes. crazed eyes, saying what have i done, crazed heart pulling her two ways. no one can ever judge which was the right way to go. "let's hope we shant regret it*". you'll always regret it, everytime you see her smiling face. i've heard this before. everyone thinks they're a victim. cheer up...there's thousands where YOU came from.

*(night, elie weisel)