Dec 23, 2005 11:39
Not sure what it is lately, normally I get big into the christmas joy. I always look forward to christmas morning, watching people open their gifts and the happiness on their faces but this year it's not there. Hard to say if it's simply missing or if something killed it this year, but I just cannot find that joy I normally feel.
Today. Today feels like any other day, it doesn't feel like christmas is two days away. Hell it doesn't even feel like a friday.
I've tried for the last week or so to get myself into the christmas mood and nothing seems to be doing it, so today I just do not care.