yeh well....
hmm..soo things arent always what they seem...and..ive come to realize that...ive also come to realize that i really need to be happy...i wanna meet new people i wanna meet everone there is...i want to see everything...i want to do everything...and on that note i want to take this time to apologize to everyone....im sorry if i have ever been a jerk to you...i did it because i was a miserable hag and im sorry...im sorry if i have ever hurt you in any way...ive been a selfish ass and i know it...im sorry if i have ever done anything wrong to you or anyone you care about...im trying to be a better person and im trying to make myself happy...i want to love life and i want to love the people around me (most of them)...so please try and get along with me...and if u dont want to get along with me and you want to be a fucker to me, i will not hesitate to beat the living shit out of you...ill try and be nice but if you push me to far its your fault...i love my friends and i love the people that care about me...i deffinately miss some of the old times ive had...but there always comes a time when you have to let go and accept things for the way they are...and thats what im doing...well its time for me to go watch a movie and relax.