EFF THE WORLD!!!!
LIES!! Everybody f*cking lies to me! I don't know why I even put up with this sh!t anymore and why I'm even here still... Girls should just ___________[insert hour long rage here].
Am I alive and dreaming or deam and remembering?
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Save yourself the pain
And go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today
I separate
For the rest of my life
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God, help me pour this gas on me
I need to drown in flames to be free
Help me pour this gas on me
Help me pour, this gas on me
God help me pour this gas on me [x4]
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It's the beginning of the end
And I don't know where we lost control
It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I am all alone
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Born again I feel so hollow
Torn again my senses fade
Mourn again without the sorrow
Born again without the blame
Force a new sollution, it's all inside me
In remission but it's killing me
Evolution is divided
In remission but it's killing me
I can't increase the treatment
It won't suppress the feelings
Or stop the way I'm getting
Used to the pain
Breaking down
Self-destructive pattern
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I don't think you'll ever be the one to take the blame yourself
I don't think you'd even want to try to see through different eyes
I don't think you want to sacrifice
I don't think you want to fucking try
I don't think you want to step outside this lie that's been inbedded
Think, it's all a delusion
Relieve your confusion when you put me down
Fear, afraid to accept it
You only defend it 'cause it's handed down
Faith, it's all on the surface
It's only convenient when you follow through
No, I'm not gonna give in
You're already beaten when you're born again
It's time to make the cut
And let you bleed for yourself on your own
Of all the things I need
Is just for you to stop from judging me
Sick
So get the fuck away from me
You make me sick
So stay the fuck away from me
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You are the one reflection
Created false rejection
I let you in and now you won't go away
I think the end is closer now
You took the life inside me now
Is this the way you're checking out?
You are the one who's running now
You are the one reflection
Created false rejection
I let you in and now you won't go away
Until I break
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Put on another face, they always take the place
Of all the things that you have become
Your instability is nothing new to me
It's always something that made you what you are
You're dead inside
You killed your pride
I won't be there
And no one cares
Your insecurity
The failure that it brings
And all your misery
Keeps coming back to me
Save yourself the pain
And go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today
I separate
For the rest of my life
You give me countless lies and hope I sympathize
You hit my only nerve and that is all it took
Separation now
Let it go, you let it go
New evolution
Thrown away
You're thrown away, you're gone
I'm done with you
Dont follow through
I won't be there
'cause you don't care
The way you're suffering
Is all the same to me
Your cred-ibility
Killed your reality
Your delusion
Claim confusion
Easier to pass the blame on
All your hatred
Seems so wasted
You're the one who's dead inside me
You're fucking dead to me
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Motherfuck the way you think
You never made sense anyway
Building up to tear it down
You're codependent on apathy
By design you fucking sterilize - so you desensitize
Make it easier to swallow
Self-involved you fucking took it all - who's gonna take the fall
'cause it's never gonna be the same, change
Don't wanna see, don't wanna think
Don't wanna speak for yourself
It's like a fucking disease and it shows
Repetition paves the way
All for you to weaken and sedate
So contrived and watered down
A fucking shadow of what should have been
Isolate so you can separate - and fucking terminate
To diffuse the situation
Force on me a common enemy - with no identity
Now it's showing your perception too, too
You will never see
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This is a world of shit
Nothing can be so perfect
Writhing in oceans of waste
I died just for the taste
One more thing before you leave this
On your knees and beg forgiveness
A new threshold of pain
And we rise from the flames
Swarm through your head like flies
Insects of your demise
One more thing before you leave this
On your knees and beg forgiveness
Look at me as you pray
Like a ghost you fade away
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I spend my time
Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life
Force me to hide
Just create a truth to all these lies
I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn
It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever
The only hand
That I know how to hold belongs to me
How it began
What I though was right became my insecurity
I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn
It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever
It's on my own
It's on my own
Weakness becomes me
My faults relieve me
My fear excludes me
Turns it against me
My fault
My fear
Turned it against me
It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way, it's only this way
It's on my own
It's on my own
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I can never feel the way you do
But it still becomes me now
I can't take the way you do
But it's still inside me
Synthetic solution
Synthetic, I'll become
Synthetic, if it makes this go away
Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?
Twist my words the way that you do
'Cause it falls on deaf ears now
Still, I've learned to numb your views
But they're still inside me
Synthetic solution
Synthetic, I'll become
Synthetic if it makes this go away
Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
Now I let you get inside of me?
I will never follow you...
At this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
All this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
Wrong
Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?
I have become synthetic