how to describe...
so again i find myself sitting here.. (oh by the way HI IM BACK FROM GERMANY!!!)... pondering a subject i have thought over for months now.. and much more recently than ever before. there is only one problem.. I dont know who to talk to about it. I feel like one of my best friends has dooped me because of my trusting nature and I dont know how to talk to them about about it because I know they will lie if I am right.. (thats just how this mystery person functions).. I swear I pick good friends 90% of the time.. but the bad ones just really bug me to no end. I hate being so non specific and detached from all thsi but i dont like calling people out I just need some place to get my frustrations down when its 1 in the morning and i know that everyone is in bed... Oh well.. i guess thats all i wanted to say for now.. I never really think these things through before i start tying.. i just type when im either really happy or really frustrated.. well night... sorry for this severe waste of your time.. feel free to make constructive comments though..